Journal 1, Melina Ikwan 51414007
18th February, 2016
This morning I
went to Adi Jasa House of sadness. I came to Mrs. Dian’s mourn. I met her in
Evangelism Explosion Clinic which presented by Christian Unit Airlangga
University. The event was organized on 2nd – 6th February, 2016. She was the
builder of that event. She was borned on 1941. She have passed away on 12nd
February,2016. She has husband and two daughters.
I adored her because she had straight thought.
What she did not for her but for God. She said only by His grace what she
struggle were not zonk. She had served them include me. I had desire to take
photo with Mrs. Dian, but I was afraid and lazy to do that. So, I only kept it
in my mind. I thought if I don’t take photo, I will not have chance to meet
again. But I didn’t get the chance to take photo with her. I got photo with my
friends and in front of Mrs Dian’s altar. I felt regret when I remembered about
photo.
In the morning of
Wednesday I have taken class about
Communication Psychology. I confused to choose the class or went to Adi Jasa. I
didn’t want to regret about Mrs. Dian so I chosen went to Adi Jasa by motorcyle
with brother Andreas. We went to Adi Jasa 07.30 a.m. I still worried about my
class. I attended the encouragement service untill 10 a.m. We didn’t follow for
cremation in Eka Praya. We arrived in Petra Christian University in 10.45 a.m
and I ran to take the Communication Psychology class which held 10.30 a.m. I
attended that class even I didn’t take
that class. I have chosen the one which held in the Wednesday morning. God
gives me providence to meet Mrs. Dian. I have learned to don’t worry so much,
loyal, and have desired to attended God’s ways. I have learned we don’t know
that time comes. It is mystery. Mystery makes us to build relations with God.
